I have to say.... I really spected something more from you....
I... I don't really know....
I was feeling something so strong....
and I was happy about it....
one day I looked into your eyes and noticed some kind of a spark in there...
you were looking at me...I felt so nervous about it...
but it felt so nice...
Then I started felling like such a loser...when you started showing you really didn't care about us....
You know... I even looked at the sea while thinking of you... (that's such a great thing to accept)...
remembering that short moment when we looked at each other..so...so fucking cool!
Then I decided maybe....I was in love....I decided...
I was falling for someone...someone like you...
Now... I don't know what to think... not anymore...
you left me alone with my stupid ilusion....
Now I'm here feeling like such a loser....
Now I wanna take your heart out..and spill on it...
I really don't know....
I wanted to tell you everything...but you kept pushing me away...
I even thought about beeing honest about my "feelings"...(yeah that's right even when people say I don't have any....I know somewhere in there... I do...)
But anyway...
maybe it's time to say: Your lost little someone!!!!
